It was only a kiss,

The swine flu isn't going to kill you, I promise. Jesus, I hate how everyone is freaking out about it bu then doesn't care about the normal flu? Becauase afterall, it is just the flu. One baby died, and it was two years old. Therefore, poor immune system. Yeah people get sick, but that's just life so suck it up.

Anyways, I woke up late yesturday and that kinda just ruined my whole day. I was so tired.

Yesturday my shirt was some-what low, but I wasn't just like HEEYYY LOOK DOWN MY SHIRT. It wasn't on purpose. And of course on the announcements they were talking about low shirts and such about when summer comes and my school goes from potheads to slutty potheads. I hate when guys have to comment little things like that too. This kid looks at me and is like NATALLIIEEEE YOUR SHIRT IS LOW! But then kept staring? Really? Wow.

I don't really have anything else to say.
I've been having the worst headaches ever. Have you? They suck. I've taken my allergy medicine with two advils everyday. Still more headaches.

Have a nice day:)

My lips don't kiss the way they used to,

The weather is amazing. As it was yesturday too. Tomorrow is going to be 90 degrees. This is bad, my school is huge, over-populated and what not. We can fit all of us, with half the school with no AC. Greaaat.

I went to a golfing range yesturday. That was funfunfun. Except my arm really hurts today and I need a glove since the grips really hurt my hands and gave me some booboos. But now I get to wear Barbie and Spiderman bandaids:)

I'm so excited for my birthday. It's in a month, but still. Oh and May 21:):):) I love Coldplay<3

New picture, those are my persription sunglassses. So pretty much when you all can go and get new sunglasses whenever you want for ten dollars, mine cost $125 just for the glass part. Oh well, it's nice to see while outside.

I found my bathingsuit for the summer:) It has zebra print. I love zeeeebies.

Mmm, I've been listening to The Killers all morning.

Whoa, normally I'd be waking up right now. That's kinda cool since I've been waiting for an hour for Jill. I could have gone to Fall Out Boy concert yesturday with her for her birthday, but I already had plans for golfing and I'm not a big fan of FOB.

I think that's it.

I'lllll write more later.

Oh, and the pictures.

Let's see, the first one is Kelsey and me on Friday.

The second one is me golfing.

The third one is Kelsey and I.

And the fourth one is me holding Matthew's little kitty cat on Friday.

I never ever want to hear you say goodbye,

Alright, I have time before I go to the bus stop. I'm wearing a tight shirt for once, since I always wear flowy shirts since those are prettier and have flowers and stuff all over them. This girl is Hurley, but it's bright orange and I look more tan than I am now.
-I think I did my homework.
-Holy jesus, Bolt is probaly the cutest movie I have seen and I'm dying to see the rest of it.
Rhino is adorable! My mom has a chubby face when she smiles, so now I call her Rhiney Hiney like Rhino:) I love his eyes. And Bolt is cuuute. Wow, I'm like a three year old.
-Tomorrow's Friday:)! I'm so tired of this week. It's really long, just kidding, whoa it's Thursday. But the days are slow and I hate my classes more and more. I think we get report cards Monday or Tuesday? Fuck.
-The weather is supposed to be in the eighties this weekend:) And sixties today. And seventies tomorrow.

Goodbye.

Going crazy from the moment I met you,

I woke up. Took my daily shower. I'm half way ready. I have my shirt on, but kept sweatpants on since I hate stretching out skinny jeans before the day even starts annnd I only have eyeshadow on. My parents tell me to stop wearing so much make up, but everyone else compliments it? My parents think I should be wearing all bright colors on my face to attempt to make my black eyes look brown. I tried white eyeshadow, but then I mixed black with it so it looks much better. Mmm, I love eyeliner.

I wonder if I did my homework? Oh well, I don't really care much anymore.

Damn, I just realized my music was like blasting out the speakers and my parents are still sleeping upstairs since I'm the first one to wake up on weekdays in order to take showers in the morning. Curly hair just isn't a friend of night time showers.

We did DNA chains in Biology Monday and my baby has Turner Syndrome. So it's just short and has a short neck and all that dandy stuff. Then yesturday we did lirrle mitosis and meiosis stuff with chains of reproduction. I did dinosaurs:)

Goodbye, have a nice one.

Unlocked souls,

-So the weather outside is perfect. I love it. Except tomorrow it's going to rain.
-I already hung out with Matthew tonight and all my other friends just don't hang out on weekdays.
-I plan on getting some cool tanlines from my rings and bracelets. I hate when my glasses give me tanlines on my nose and then I look stupid when I take my glasses off to go swimming or something. Which reminds me, my sunglasses should be coming sooon:) I think I will finally be able to go outside and not worry about squiting of the rest of my life.
-The workers are outside right now and they are banging hammers on the new porch out front, except it sounds like someone knocking on the door.
-I'm really tired. I woke up late this morning, only by thirty minutes though. And I went to bed early last night.
-I always feel like I'm annoying people. So I'm not going to text anyone until they text me. Good plan? I think so.

Whoa, I forgot this was on.

-I'm on the phone with Thomas
-I'm listening to music
-I'm done my homework.
-I think I'm getting a babysitting job this summerr!

Bye now.

Silent souls,

I had six minutes until I have to go to the bus stop.
It's supposed to be nice outside today, like seventy degrees.
But last time the weather said that, I wore shorts and it ended up really windy and pretty much no one wore shorts. That happened twice. And I can guarentee that I will be the only one in jeans and not-flip-flops but you know what? People can just kiss my ass.
Anyways, I am really dreading today.
I just realized how horrible school is and how much I hate my classes with all my heart.
We had this essay timed writing thing yesturday and you were supposed to do it on loose-leaf but I didn't hear that so I finished the whole thing on the actualy paper. Damnit. And we couldn't talk it home so I have to finish today really fast.
I hate hate hate my seat in art. It's really annoying, yet quiet and all of my other somewhat friends are together. Not people I text everyday and talk to, but we know each other and we talk on occasion.
I have two minutes so I have some time to get ready with my bookbag and stufff.
I love Propel so much now. Especially the kiwi strawberry and grape kind. It's amazing<3
After school I'm walking home with Kelsey.
Alyssa is spending the night tomorrow:)
I'm leaving now.
Oh, and I got a new picture if you even care.
It looks all wintery to me, I like how my eye is BAM black.
Goodbye, Happy Friday.

I'm home:)
It's really nice out except I have nothing to do and everyone is busy.
Damnit.

Well, today alright.
New seats in art suckk. I get stuck with this ghetto kid who things he's the shit and calls everyone racist, even though he's white? Some indian kid who talks to the ghetto kid too much. Two black girls that talk and then just look at you and the freak Matt. It sucks. A lot. Everyone else got good seats.

I still have homework, but I don't feel like doing it, so I guess I won't.

Bye.

Theres a reason for the world,

I'm about to go to school.
Which kinda sucks ass.

You know I'd walk a thousand miles just to see you,

Tomorrow is Thursday!
Today is so shitty outside.
Oh, I ended up wearing my flower jacket and navy shirt. Tough decision.
I used to love the song Diamonds from Kanye West.
I bought the remix by accident. Fhhhuck.
I keep getting notifications on Facebook about games and people beating my scores.
I really don't give a shit if you play pointless games, iight?

Hmm, I already cleaned and finished my homework.
I need friends that hang out on weekdays. Or a life to start with.

It really bothers me when my seventh grade neighbors find me on Facebook and send me friend requests over and over them. So now I just don't decline or accept them, I just leave them so they can't send more. Succckahs. Whenever I'm outside with my friends, they just go and sit on their porch and watch me. Future creepers, I can tell you now. I mean, when you can't put your own last name on your Facebook account, then obviously you're not old enough. And this is the neighbor whose Mother likes to bitch at my family and our neighbor. They hate us two, along with the neighborhood. It's pretty much us two against this neighborhood that loves to be perfect. Oh joy.

It's going to be like seventy degrees Friday and Saturday:) I'm excited. Maybe I won't have to have that tough decision if it's shorts or pants weather. Yesss.

I think I stare at a lot of people in school and that's why they stare at me. Maybe. That makes sense, right?

I'm kinda pissed, we get new seats in Art. I'm excited to get away from Will, but Andrew is fun to sit with. And I like our little four seater table while everyone else gets bigger tables. It's just that the class has some real sketchballs and ghetto people that I don't want to be with. Dammmnit.

I wish I could play the piano. I used to play, except my instructor was a complete creeper. He would sweat his ass off and just read his mail. He had a really big beard too and it was just too weird. But I think I might start again and just not have him.

I think it's kinda cool about on the news with all the people talking about pirates. It makes them sound like five year olds with legos. Coolcool. Except the fact that people are getting shot and people are getting captured. Just one flaw about the pirates.

School is getting realll old. I can't stand math. It gets worse and worse everyday. Art is alright, except the whole new seat change thing. English is alright. We do seminars and stuff in class, that's cool I guess. Biology can just kiss my ass. It's okay, but really boring and long. The creepy kid wasn't in school today. That's always a plus.

I read a lot and I love when songs remind me of books:) I'm kinda upset about everyone starting to read the Uglies Series. I hate when people come up to me and just obssess about how great it is. Yeah, I already know. Thanks for clarifying.

Holy shit, I just realized that the house I'm always at in my dreams when I was a little kid was in my dream last week. That's so weird. It's like I'm in my friends room and she has tiny little doors and you go in and theres a closet and behind it is another door. Then you go in and it's this bedroom back there and it's soo cool. Damn, that's so weird. I just thought of it and remembered that I always used to dream about that. Dreams kinda scare me. Like thirty minutes ago I had a dream, not day dream, while I was awake and my eyes were open. then I snapped out of it. But I could hear people talking and everything.

Today on the bus we got this cool bus that had a one person seat on the left and the seats on the right were bigger so you weren't so smushed against the person next to you. The nerd at the next stop didn't sit next to me:) I usually sit in the front since it's the first seat I see and it's just easier to get off. And then the nerd always sits there and smushes me against the window and he's pretty weird. Why are queerballs attached to me? Damnit.

So I'm pretty attached to MarioKartWii. It's awesome. I'm on my way to getting all the cool new maps for 50cc, 100cc, and 150cc. I love getting new characters, their cool. I love King Boo, little cartoon ghosts are adorable.

I'm on my way to convince my parents to get me an escape ladder from my window to the new patio. They were all like well why do you need to get back in? Just reasons... I mean, if I really wanted to sneak out, then I just go out the front or back door. They don't really care that much. But it'd be cooler and easier just to use a ladder.

Hmm, I wonder what's for dinner.

So I watched Biggest Loser last night, and it was so sad. All the people got to have one important persn to come and visit them and they were all happy. But this one family, the father and son were on the show, but the other son got left out and he was really upset about how he was the big one in the family now. I just wanted to give him a hug.

I don't know what my favorite color is.
Grey..maybe red or green. Not pink. Kinda orange? Not blue. Navy is iiight

I'm going to go and sit here some more, but I'll just stop telling you about what I just randomly think of. Byebye.

Chemical gases filling lungs of little ones,

The weather is shitty.
Coming back to school from break is disguisting.
Headaches are painful.
Homework can kiss my ass.

On a brighter note, I'm kinda glad to be back in school.
It gives me something to do instead of just sitting around all day while people are on vacation.

Gawd, I really wish my friends would hang out on school nights. They are pathetic, really. They listen to their parents too much and never walk anywhere. I walk everywhere and I am pretty much always willing to go do something unless it's with "friends" that annoy me.

Natalie said her school has six floors, four cafeterias, and a pool. Whuddhafhuck? Taxes are beinnng wasted there, fo' sho.

I wore my hair up to school for like the first time. Woot. Oh and I wore a hoodie, which I never do.

Hmm, I'll tell you what I might wear to school tomorrow.
Yeah, this is how bored I am. I have nothing to do. I did all my chores for the week already, and all my homework. And it's almost four.
Maybe I'll wear my grey pants and navy flowy shirt with a flowery zip-up sweatshirt.
Or grey pants with my Billabong navy zip-up sweatshirt with a tank top underneath.
Or dark jeans and my cool looking jacket thing or zebra jacket.
I hate making decisions.
I would wear my flower shirt, but I'll save that for Friday. It's supposed to be like 70 degreees!

On Monday, last day of break, Kelsey and I walked to old main street and we went to this cool store that had all this hippy stuff and tie-dye and a bunch of cool things. I got this cool little coin purse thing and Kelsey got a tie-dye shirt and bracelet. We ate at a little coffee place, I got a bagel.

Hmm, that's pretty much it.
Our roof is done.
Still working on the little porch on the front and they just started the addition to the back porch. Which sucks since that's right outside my back window of my room and I don't appreciate workers just lurking around my window. Keeping blinds shut for a little while.

Iiiight, I'ma go and sit here some more but stop telling you pointless shit.

This is hilarious,

Now my feet will touch the ground,

Alriight, springbreak is okay so far.

Today the weather was pretty much bipolar so I just hung out inside.

I have art today, so that's good. Then Laura, Jenna, and I are going to Chef P's afterwards. So that should be fun.

I wish Alyssa didn't go on vacation. I'm so fucking bored without her.

Hmm, I have no homework.

I have a shit load of chores to do over break.

I need to hang out with Alyssa, Kelsey, Jill, and Justin at somepoint.

Yesturday I went to Hagerstown wtih my mother and brother. Dropped brother off so his friend could pick him up from there and take him to college.

I didn't find anything at the outlets. I got a belt with whales on it. Haha, I'm cool.

I fixed my AIM:) Yay me.

So in art class, the other side of the room is all the little kids and they just keep on multiplying every class. Theres these new ones and I just sit there and stare at them. So they were hiding under the table and like laughing to themselves. Then Bethany turns around and was saying hi and asking for their names. They're scared of me. Oh well. Oh and then Jenna and I saw them at the library since we were bored and decided to color pictures in the little kid section and they were all at this table getting books. They are just so damn cool.

I wish it was 3:30 already. I really just wanna go to art with Jenna and Laura.

I'm so bored being home by myself.

Although it's better without my parents here.

They bother me enough as it is.

My allergies are getting better, so that's nice.

I guess I'm go now. Byebye.

Why don't you take me where street lights go?

Theres a music video, that's just the most fucking clever thing in the world and you better watch it.

"Life in Technicolor ii" by Coldplay.

It's just so great. Hence another reason why I love them<3

There's a wild wind blowing down the corner of my street,

Spring Break! Ah yesss.
I've spent my weekend doing nothing though.
Yesturday I went to Target with my mom, came home, cookout, hung out with friend, store with mom again. And today I'm going to the outlets with my mom which are far away and dropping off my brother there so his friend can pick him up there and then take him to college.
I need something really fun to do.

I'm going to a Coldplay concert May 21st! Ahhh, I'm so siked.
My whole school is practically inlove with hip hop and rap.
Then theres me, and I love The Fray, Coldplay, U2, and Hellogoodbye.
Oh well, their lose.

Were still getting our roof done.
It's annoying.
They get here really early and all you hear is banging on the roof.

Alright, I'm bored.
I'ma go now.
Byebye.