I'm not,

Going to write anything really The Uninvited was realllly good, but really confusing.
You should go see itt(:
And yes, there are some scary parts where everyone in the theater screams.

I'm not,

Going to write much except The Uninvited was realllly good, but really confusing.
You should go see itt(:
And yes, there are some scary parts where everyone in the theater screams.

This is,

The first time Jill and I actually have plans that were planned before today. Were going to the mall at 1:30 and then were seeing The Uninvited at 8. I'm so excited(: I'm at the mall like a bajillion times a week, but that's okay. I'm wearing a prettttyy shirt tooo! But before I leave, I decided to work on some of my research project and essay and vocabulary that's alllll due monday. FuckSchool. Anyways, Should I cover my art sketchbook with splattered paint, colorful duct tape, orrrr a collage? All of my books are like personalized to me(: My binders are all neon duct tape, beyotch. Then in school, I see a girl with the same thing that sits next to me. That makes me so mad. Whatever. And the girl I had the problem with got zebra pants...she knows I'm in love with zebra. And she's not. She's just jealoussss. Anyways, I don't feel like doing the damn projects. Oh, and more math homework! Wonderful. Just so damn wonderful.
Did I tell you about the brownies yesturday with Natalie?
Well the brownie mix said 1/4 cups of water...I put 1 1/4 cups of water...Hello water brownie mix! Anyways, we cooked it anyways. Ate it. I felt soo sick afterwards. But I'm all better now(:!
And now I have 30 minutes to do nothing....

I think,

This new school schedule, is going to get better. Math will always suck. Art is good, since I love art in general. English is growing on me. Biology was fun today(: The bio teacher is stupid, and since all the seats are in alphabetical order, I'm near the very end. Well, she likes to stand in the middle of the room and face the projecter the whole class, therefore me and my friends in the back can do whatever we want(: Yeah, taking advantage of a teacher isn't cute, but neither are you.
I have absolutely nothing to do right now, it sucks ass.
I'm seeing The Uninvited tomorrow with Jill(: I'm excited. I've never seen a scary movie in theaters, actually I barely even go to the movies.
Yeah, you probaly think I'm this lazy as person who sits at home all day and complains.
Well, if you think that, your wrong(:
I walk EVERYWHERE. Where I like, all the kids are outside walking places. You get pretty used to it. I've almost got hit by a car a million times a week, but that's not really my fault.
Also, I'm always with people most of the time. Except for now, damnit. I'm bored as a motherfucker, and I have nothing to do. Playing with play-doh also consists of half my life. Along with texting and sleeping. Typical teenager. Besides the play-doh part...
On the bright side, I really liked my hair today. And my shirt(: "Where the wild things are", it's pretty amazing. I love seeing all the little monsters on my shirt!
Monsters. I love them. Well, not the ones I think live in my basement, but the ones that are so cute and cuddly(:!
Okay, I'm done talking about worhtless stuff.
Toodles.

I didn't,

Go to sleep until 12:30, which is normally fine.
But the fucking teachers just HAD to give three hours of homework FOR ONE CLASS. This semester is not going to go good at all.
I'm sooooooo happy it's Friday. Which means, I can go to bed whenever I want, I don't have to wake up early, I don't have to do my homework tonight, and yeah(:
I don't have any plans though, whatever.

Well, I have to eat breakfast then go to helll):

Really,

Is it necessary to have four pages of math homework, front and back with no extra space on the first day of classes? Along with an essay(for math) and an essay for english?
No, it's not necessary at all.
Especially when the math homework takes three hours.

I was,

Right, I hate my new schedule.

First period, Math;
Most quiet, longest class ever. I can't stand it. I pretty much failed the Pre-Test thing(: Oh well. I'll just blame it on my eighth grade math teacher. I have an essay for homework about me. I'm only fourteen, I don't have much in my life that concerns her.

Second period, Art;
I know I'm going to love this class. She already loves me since she loved my brother.

A Lunch;
It's okay. I sit in the same spot I did before, me and Matthew are still together and we had stuff to talk to.

Third period, English;
I will hate this class. It's long, boring, and the kid I sit next to, I was like in love with last year. All he does is talk to me, and try to get on the teacher's good side. The teacher is all young and shit, and it's really annoying. I have an essay for this class too, about me also. Maybe I'll just do one and give it to both of them. With my luck, the teachers are probaly like best friends.

Fourth period, Biology;
The class is good, like the people in it. But the teacher is like a grandma and her outfit was all nature like with leaf earrings, green sweater thing, nature pins and she has this really unattractive grey hair. She already hates us(: We all talk, and it's soo easy to talk and text and eat in that class. And of course, the seats are alphabetical, so I sit with Kami in the back. It's fun.

New semester.

Starts today, oh lawd.
I'm fine with it, but the killer is math first period. That's the only thing I'm worried about. I can't stand sitting there all class. Spanish was bad enough. Otherwise, art is fine. English isn't THAT bad. And I have biology with all of my friends.
Since we had a two hour delay, I woke up later, obviously. Well I thought my clock said 8:49, but apparently it said 7:49. So my stressful five minute shower sucked. Then I come out asking my Dad for a ride since obviously I wouldn't have made the bus, and he told me I had an hour. Good way to start the new semester, right? Well, I'm thirsty, shoeless, bookbagless, and I need to make sure all my shit is together. Byee(:

I post,

Wayyy too many blogs.
Whatever, it's your choice to look at themm.

Today was good.
No school, again(:, Ah, six day weekends are nice. So MattieKay came over and we got all the ice off the sidewalk. Then I walked and met up with Jill, finally. We hung out and stuff, then went to Giant(: We tend to do that a lot when were bored. We bought cookies, magazines, and play-doh. Then she left, and now I'm bored. I'm excited now for the new semester, I really want to meet new people. I don't have as many guy friends as I did last year, one thing I miss. I had all my best friends I needed last year and they were guys and girls. Now everyone is split up. I barely see my close friends. I just don't know. I don't like any guys, which is a shocker. Theres no one to text anymore, my old classes got boring. A lot of drama apparently is going around about me, which is nice. I used to have people come up to me in gym class asking if something was true. It's never good having people know you because of a rumor they heard. Now, half the school knows me as the "girl who got punched in the face" which is always great. Whatever, I've moved on from that and don't plan on going back. I could really use another snow day or delay though. Pleaseeeee Mother Nature(:!

No school,

Again(:
This is nice, six day weekendd.
It's all icey and wet outside, though I'm tempted to go sledding down the hill next to my house...Last time it was icey, I almost got a concussion because me and my friend were sliding down together at this brick church wall and we couldn't stop, but instead my head landed on her boot.
Yeah, good times.

Aye chica,

I don't get this.
Okay so, heres the conversation;
Me;Haha I like how you babysit more than me and your a guy
Boy;Do you ever think before you speak???
Whatthehell?
Then I'm "talking" to him about how that was stupid and how I was just saying something little, jokingly.
Then he asks why I'm all pissed, which he assumed because I said "fuck"
Then he doesn't answer me for an hour or two.
And now is all like "Hello beautiful"

Fhhuuucccckkkkkk boooiiiisssssss(:
My view on lifee.
Watch tomorrow I'll have a boyfriend.
Which doesn't mean I'm a hipocrite, since I never said I would never date one again.
Just means their annoying, which all aren't.

I want a beautiful boyfriend who isn't mean, perverted, and is always there for me.
When will that come true?

I really,

Hope theres no school tomorrow.
I don't plan to go to bed early tonight.

I hear the sleet on my window sill.
I drank like five green teas tonight.
I looked up from my phone, then looked at it and there were five messages, whatthefuck.
I'm starting to love my phone(:
I forgot to feed my rabbit the past few days...My parents thought I was feeding it, so they didn't and I thought they were feeding it, so I didn't.
I shoveled snow today.
I'm wearing hot pink leggings.
My hair is a mess.
I should reclean my room, I just cleaned it yesturday and it's already a mess.
I don't like anyone, that's a first. I am not a whore.

10 minutes later....

I'm on the phone with Luke

20 minutes later....

I'm not on the phone anymore.
I'm not tired.
I'm bored.
Theres no one to text.

I realized, I don't like anyone.
I talked to my ex today and he said "Wow, I'm surprised no one scooped you up after we ended"
Is that supposed to be an insult?
Yeah, Steven* and Tom* like me now, but I don't like them back.
Asdfghjkl, boys are confusing.
Life is so much easier, yet so much more difficult when you have a boyfriend.

High school.
Is simply amazing at first.
All the new people in the hallways.
All the new chances and opportunities you have.
But now it's boring.
I still love it much, much more than middle school.
It's nice not knowing every single person in the grade.
And you aren't limited to your grade's supply of boys.
It really doesn't matter what grade the boy you like is in.
Well, a freshmen and senior is a little crazy, but you get my point.

New semester, tomorrow or whenever we have school again.
I'm kind of nervous, but I really want to meet new people.
All my friends are in my biology class, so that's good.
Luke is in my lunch and English honors class.
Tyler is in my algebra class.
Kelsey is in my art class, were not close though.
MattieKay is in my lunch(and biology) so thats good.
I'm still nervous, new rooms, new teachers, new friends, new students.

I think I'm finally hanging out with Jill, if we have a snow day.
It's been foreverrr.
And we keep planning times to hang out, but we never can.
Since she does middle school basketball(she's in eighth grade) and I'm busy on Fridays usually with crew.
Which I'm not going to again this week, oh well.

Well,
Goodnight(:
Hopefully no school tomorroww.

Today,

Was okay.
I hung out with MattieKay and we shoveled my neighbor's sidewalks.
Then we went inside and played some MarioKartWii, yeah beyotch.
I won, of course(:
Then we went back outside with Tyler.
Only for a little bit since they threw snowballs at my face, so I went inside.
My fingers were purple.
Then I did some WiiFit.
I did exercise things on there for like 25 minutes and lost 1.1 pounds(:
Yay me.
Now, I'm bored.
I hope we don't have school tomorrow, that'd be amazing.
It's already been a four day weekend.

One thing I don't like about snow days is that the night before you can't really do much since your not sure if you will have a snow day or not the next day.
So yeah.

I'll write more laterrrr, byee.

Hello Snow.

First snow day of the year(:
I'll have some pictures laterr.

I want "Pretties"
They didn't have it when I went to the book store. Damnit.

I have nothing to talk about.
So Bye(:

I went,

To the eye doctors, the lady was pretty creepy.
I picked out new glasses(:!
Their metal frames, but look really food with my face and hair.

Didn't hang out with Jill since I didn't realize how long I was going to be at the glasses place.

I'm bored.

I am,

Really excited(:
I have an eye appointment at 3:15, which means...NEW GLASSES!
I love getting new glasses.
Because I can barely see now, and because I love picking out frames.
Anyways.
Yesturday was fun.
The mall was wayyyy hot but I got the stuff I needed.
Then we all came to my house and chilled in the basement, then went outside.
It's supposed to snow a littttttle.
Delay, hopefully.

New semester tomorrow, I'm kinda scared.
I hate math.
I hate english.
I hate biology.
Should be fun.
My math teacher was the lady I had detention with a few weeks ago.
She's really serious, and talks all proper and shit.
Everyone hates the biology teacher, great.

I just hate starting new classes in general.
No one wants to fill out forms and introduce themselves.
Atleast I have a few friends in my classes.
Most of all, GYM IS OVEERRR forever(:!

My school is gross.
The bathrooms are horrible.
People just use them to smoke.

@!#$%^&*(), whatever.

So last night,

I went to the store with Alyssa, which was fun.
I bought Saw 2 from Target, so we watched that in her basement in the dark while babysitting.
Great babysitters(:
Anyways, it was really good, and now I really want to see Saw 3.
Then since it was midnight and I didn't have a ride home, I spent the night there.
My brother brought me my phone charger, since he left for college today since break is over he wanted to be with his girlfriend. Gag.
I woke up to Alyssa's dog licking my face and her little sister running around.
Her mother had a hungover and her brother was bored out of his mind.
Pretty nice.
Ate breakfast, helped Alyssa pick out an outfit.
Then her mother brought me home and I took a shower and getting ready.
Now, I'm waiting for Alyssa's mom to pick me up and take me, Alyssa, Karlie, and John to the mall.
Me and Karlie always have fun(:
And I don't know what Alyssa and John are going to do since I doubt they'll make it into a store since boyfriend and girlfriend don't really do that.
I need to get;
Eyeliner, the second book in my series, bright little kid clips since I love those(:, and I don't remember the rest. Probaly clothes.

So this is my weekend.
No school tomorrow(:
Hanging out with Jill tomorrow.
Although I say that like every weekend?
We deff. are this weekend.
Last time we hung out, we walked to the dollar store and bought animal balloon things that you blow up and make into whatever. She made a dick and I made a hat. Were cool.

BlahBlahBlah, I like killed myself trying to get ready in time since Alyssa text me saying they were coming, well I'm waiting for them now.
Haha, Oh well.
I'm used to her taking forever.
Karlie has been waiting at the mall for a few hours(:

Okay, Byeee!

So,

I'm waiting for my friend to get ready so we can hang out.
But until then...

The first semester is overr!
I'm so happy.
No more spanish.
No more tech.
No more govt):
No more gym(:

But now I have all my hard classes.
Math, Art, English, Biology.
Funfunfun.

Last night, I asked my friend Matthew to come over.
Former known as MatttttieKay.
Anways, so I fell asleep since he said he would take 30 minutes.
Then when he came, Mother woke me up.
CoughBitchCough.
And then we went in the basement and played xbox live with our friends a couple blocks over.
Yeah, were that lazy that we can't just walk and see each other.
Anyways, then I read my book until midnight then fell asleep.
Shay is a pretty, coughspycough.
Anyways, that was how fun my Friday night was.
Blegh.
No school Monday(:
Hanging out with Alyssa today.
Courtney tomorrow, walking to main street.
And I think Courtney is spending the night?
I don't know yet fo' sho.
Myspace and Facebook are boring, btw.
Hellogoodbye, The Killers, The Ting Tings, U2, etc need more songs.
Although, U2 has a shit load of songs.
Well, I guess I'll start my journey down the street to meet Alyssa.
Wish me luck.

I don't,

Remember yesturday.
I'm getting a memory loss, I swear.
Day by day, I forget more and more things.

OHH, I do remember watching October Sky in American Government.
For the very last rocket, it was counting down, but the time it reached 2 Mr.!@#$%^ turned the projector off and unplugged it. Everyone was all mad, so we ran up to the laptop and I clicked play real fast. Efffff Him.

Today is the last day of the semester!
I can't believe half of the year is already gone.
Two finals today, then three day weekend!
Did you know there was a gym final?
Well, there is, and it's the stupidest pain in the ass.

I'm reading the book "Uglies"
It's really good.
I love reading, but it takes me awhile to find a good book to read.
And a hell of a lot of motivation.

I started,

Reading the book "Uglies"
It's really good so far.

Have you ever read the book "Coraline"?
I saw it in the book store the other day, it looks so familiar, I swear I've read it before.
Anyone wanna remind me about what it's about?
Apparently theres a movie coming out.

Also, has anyone ever seen "The Hills Have Eyes"?
The first one.
It's stupid, but I want to know what happens at the end.

This,

Morning I had a good idea for a blog, but I forget it now.

Today was okay.

I got an A on the spanish speaking part of the final.

We have to look at pictures and describe them using new vocabulary, present and past tense.

Fun fun fun.

I don't want to point anyone out, but bisexuals and gay people really confuse me.

I don't like it when my friends like me.

And I don't mean a "friend" like.

Anyways, Nothing new ever happens in my life.

No one can hang out.

This is just so fucking dandy.

I think,

Short people are hilarious.
I mean, I have no room to talk since I'm only about 5'1" and the rest of the school is 5'5-6'5.

I seriously don't understand why I have friends.
When I'm a stair or two above my tall friends, and their talking to me, I can't stop laughing.
I think short people and babies are like midgets with big heads that talk a lot.
And considering talking, I talk hellll of a lot.
Therefore, I don't know why I have friends(:

This is,

The first time I've eaten a real breakfast before school.
Well, just a bagel.

Certain boys are certain pain in the ass'.
In case you wanted to know(:

ObamaBaby,

Is our president!

Ahhh,

It's snowing here!
Good good morning.
Actualy, Great weekend.

Friday;Hung out with Natalie.
Saturday;Hung out with Alyssa and John(Starbucks, outside, my house)
Sunday;Hung out with Karlie, Alyssa, and John(Starbucks, outside, my house, Raven's game)
And today I'm either hanging out with Karlie, MatttttieKay, or Jill.

I love music.
I know everyone says that, but it really just makes me happy.
I love;
Hellogoodbye, Coldplay, U2, The Ting Tings, John Mayer, The Killers, Modest Mouse, Foo Fighters, Boys Like Girls, 3OH13, The Used, Raconteurs, and I don't feel like listing the rest.

What kind of music do you like?

Why,

Do people always say they will never do something, then do it?
I hate that.

Oh, and I've realized;
When your in sixth grade, you promise to never do drugs, never drink, and never smoke.
Anyone wanna take it back?
I do.

Now I realize why parents and teachers stress over that so much.

Well,

Ravens AND Eagles lost.

What a fxcker.

Hair,

Is so weird.

I can't decide if I like it curly or straight.

Anyways, I'm bored.

It's three, and the Ravens game is tonight(:

Guess what,

Is in 3 days!

Including toay and the day it happens.

OBAMAAAA!

Ahh, I'm siked.

My brother, his girlfriend, and his two friends are going to the actual induction.

Obama was in Baltimore yesturday too!

Do you,

Know how amazing friends are?

How to be able to rely on them for almost anything.

Through good times and bad, they are always there.

You stand up for them at times, you fight with them at other times.

You can talk to them through person, texting, calling, myspacing, facebooking, aiming.

Which brings me to,

How is this world where it's at now?

How did someone invent a keyboard, I mean, Who thinks of that?

Who thinks of nail polish.

Who thinks of reproducing?

I just don't get it, at all.

Everytime I go to the dentist, I think to myself;

Who thinks of toothpaste?

This all sounds soo random, but I just don't get it.

Anyways,

I hung out with Alyssa and John yesturday.

And kind of Tyler.

It was fun(:

Above this, is a picture of John, Alyssa, and I'm the chinky looking one.

Today, I'm hanging out with Alyssa, John, Karlie, and Tyler.

Andddd, no school tomorrow(:

Great weekend!

I'm not,

The biggest fan of football, but I do really hope the Superbowl is Ravens vs. Eagles.
That'd be pretty cool(:
I've been to a few Ravens games, their fun.

So now you know, I live in Maryland.

Why is it so,

That I have such amazing days, then at night life is the most depressing thing ever.
Or I have the worst day ever, but I love night time.

Here is,

A post from Nataliee(:

The friend Natalie, not the owner of this.

So uhmm natalie has a deathwish and decided to drag me outside in the below freezing weather.

(i would like to point out that its warmer in alaska today than in our town)

Okay, Natalie got distracted making a paper roll bracelet and then she just leftttt.

So it's Natalie now.

The person who owns this

So today was gooodd.

Stage crew was okay.

Natalie came over afterwards(:

We played games in the basement since it's FREEZING outside.

So then we decide to go outside when it is the coldest it's been here in a lonngggg time.

We almost like died.

Haha, sike, but it was freeezing.

I hate when people get my number and just text me saying HAAAIIIII and are annoying.

I'll write more later, byeee(:

It's finally,

Friday!

My mouth hurts soo bad.

Going to school.
Stage crew afterwards.
Natalie's coming over after that.
Then grandfather is here for the funeral tomorrow.

Goodbyeee.

I had,

Like a really good day today.
I was so hyper and excited.
We had a two hour delay.
Then I was La Jefe for spanish, I talked about the funeral this weekend.
Then the teacher felt really bad for me, so I didn't thave to say anything else(:

I had an orthodontist appointment after school.
They gave me bands for my braces and super tight wires.
They hurt really bad.
Fuck this shit, I quit.
Jaykay(:

Anyways,
I've been asked out about 482758397583957 times this week.
It's driving me crazy.
I walked down the hall today with Alyssa and we hear "Damn, they be SMOKKIINNN"
It's annoying after awhile.

Goodbye.

I'm so,

Relieved.
A lot of things were lifted off my chest today.
HSA's are over.
This whole "problem" with "friends" is OVER.
Detentions for stupid reasons are over.
Staying after school for stupid reasons are over.

I feel soo much better.

Detention is the most boring thing of my life.
I seriously think the only reason they have it is because it's a pain in the ass.
I did my homework then slept for 45 minutes.
Complete waste of my time.

I almost died in the two hours of spanish class today.
Ahh, shhiiittttt.
I'm la jefe tomorrow.
Which means it's my turn to go up in front of the class and tell stories in spanish.
I think I'm going to talk about Obama and how smart he is and how much I love him(:<3

Have you ever seen the movie Minority Report?
Were watching it in American Government, and I think it's really cool.
Of course the teacher has to turn it off right when the good/actiony(not a real word) happens.
Oh well, something to look forward to tomorrow.

Tomorrow I have an ortho app. after school.
And stage crew after school on Friday.
Hanging out with Alyssa, John, and !@#$% on Saturday.
Yayy(:

Oh, and me and Ayron(Aaron) broke up.
We were too close of friends.
Now !@#$% likes me, and yeah.

Theres nothing to write about
And the people's blogs that I follow, they don't post enough blogs.

I really like The Ting Tings.
What a stupid name for a two person band, oh well.

I finally get to ride the bus home tomorrow(:
And sit next to !@#$%
Why do I even tell you this?

Anyways, I'm excited for Friday.
No reason really.
And I actually want to go to stage crew.
How odd.
Then it's the weekend where I can sleep foreverr!

Goodbye and Goodnight loves.

I'm starting,

To realize how lucky I am to have such a nice life, family, and friends.

I'm only fourteen years old, and I have the family, friends, grades, and everything I could possibly need.

I'm not saying I'm rich, but my family is still together, and it's perfect.
I've lived in this house my whole life, and have never had a problem with family or money.
The more and more people I meet, the more I notice how lucky I am.
Half my friends have divorced parents or fxcked up lives.

Love, Natalie.

Enjoy,

Your stay in Heaven, Van.
My great uncle's brother.

I know it doesn't sound like we knew him, but we did.
My family gets closer and closer each time a family member passes away.
Were still not over my grandmother dying when I was in sixth grade.
Our whole family fell apart.

Btw;I'm in ninth grade now.

I just,

Got home from my detention.
I slept the whole time(:
Complete waste of staying after, but whatever.

School was pretty good.
HSA's were okay, not too hard, not too easy.
Then in Amercian Government, we sat there making fun of the teacher(:
Ahh, it was soo much fun.

Gym was okay, as usual.

Nothing new ever happens in my life.

I wore my plaid shoes(:

I hate this mixed up schedule for all the testing.
Tomorrow spanish is two hours long, ugh.
Two hours of tech doesn't really bother me, were playing with legos(:

I am oh so bored.

I have,

Like twenty minutes until I have to expose myself into the coldness.

I'm wearing a plain red shirt(I like the color red), jeans, and these cool Sperrys that are plaid.

No one else has them, so I got them(:

Veryy comfortable.

HSA's today.

American Government tests for three hours isn't really my thing.

When I was washing my face last night(I wasn't wearing my glasses, obviously) I smiled to see if I brushed my teeth yet, and I realized how chinky I look.

You can't tell if my eyes are opened when I smile or laugh.

All my friends say it's cute, but in pictures, it's like whoa.

Just look at my picture on here, the one thats all black&white with my red shirt.

Tonight,

went by tooo fasttt, but it was actually really good for some reason(:
I NEED to study for these HSA's like now, but I don't want to.
Three hour tests for finals is stupid.
I got The Ting Tings CD from my brother, which is now on my Itunes.
Sweeettt.
Anddd, I've gotten like ten phone numbers now.
I don't think I'll ever get back to two hundred.
Oh well.
I get to miss spanish and tech ed tomorrow(: (:

I need something to write about.

Here;s a few random things;
-I want my grandmother's name;Zemma. But, no. My Mother wanted me to be "normal" and gave me the name Natalie. Atleast Natalie isn't typical like Sarah or Stacey or Alex.
-My back hurts, again.
-My brother comes in my room and goes "Are you on Facebook?" Yeah? "Open it up" Okay.. Then theres an IM thing on there that says "SLAPPP!" and he slaps me in the face.
Why are eighteen year old brothers that are on winter break from college a pain in the ass?
-Studying kills
-I'm not really tired
-Sike, now I am, kinda
-I don't know what to wear tomorrow

I'll write more later, byee!

Today,

was a gooood Monday(:

School was fine, I actually got 100% on my American Government BCR's, whoa.
Co-ed volleyball isn't killer anymore.
Art was funn.
Then I went to the Verizon store after art to get the stupid charger problem fixed.
They gave me a new phone, but it's still a Glyde, like I had before.
So now the touch screen is all new and works perfectly(:

Good, good day.
Oh and spagetti is for dinner!
AND it's not even seven!
So I have plenty of time to do absolutely nothing.
Ahh, I love this.
I'll write more later, toodles :D

The sound,

Of hair ripping in half, is gross.
Yeah, that sounds pretty disturbing.
But if you ever broke apart your hair, bored, stuck in something, etc then you would know what I mean.

Well, it's morning.
Early, early morning.

I stuck with my outfit plans from last night, that's a first.
I have twenty five minutes to brush my teeth and get out the door.
Better than waking up five minutes before the bus comes, right?

You know what band that really has good music?
The Killers and John Mayer.
Although John Mayer really isn't a band.
Oh, and Modest Mouse is pretty coool.
I really dislike screamo music like Korn.
Yet, it's still on my playlist so once The Killers album finishes, it goes to Korn.
Horrible.
Why don't I take it off?
I don't feel like it.

Why are people all of a sudden in love with dinosaurs?
I remember in seventh grade me and my friend I sat with in science made up "Natasaurasrexx" and were in love with dinosaurs.
Now everyone is like "DINOOSSSS!" well, no.

Oh, I miss seventh grade.

I'm going to go now, goodbye darling.

Why are,

Sunday nights the worse?
Oh, I know why;
-The weekend is over
-School is tomorrow
-I have to go to bed earlier than yesturday
-I have to wake up before the afternoon starts
-I have to be in public with other people early in the morning
-I have to learn or attempt to learn stuff in the morning
-I can't sleep a full twelve hours

I hate school.
Although, I do enjoy seeing my friends.

Heres my week;
Monday;School, art class from 4-5:45
Tuesday;School, detention for a stupid reason
Wednesday;School, another detention
Thursday;School, orthodontist
Friday;School, stage crew
I wish I had atleast ONE free day.
Oh, and the detentions, I'm not a "badass" in school or got myself in trouble.
Just some problems with "friends" that led to something bad, and a bit of lying from the others.
Whatever, I just want the whole thing over with, so I'll just serve my two detentions.

This weekend was good.
I hung out with Natalie(not myself) Saturday and Matthew Saturday night(not a boyfriend, more of a best friend), and hung out with my Mom all day today.
Go ahead, call me a freak for enjoying spending time with my Mom.

Before I go;
-I hear a helicopter.
-My left pinky is cold.
-I want to finish this green tea.
-Maybe That 70's Show is on?
-I think I did my homework.
-What should I wear tomorrow?
-It's going to be freeezing tomorrow.
-I have to leave my warm, cozy house at 7 in the morning with wet hair and a little sweatshirt on
-I broke something in my phone, so it doesn't charge right unless it's at a certain angle. And it's not the charger because I bought a new one and it's still not charging.
-I figured out what I'm wearing tomorrow;My red Weezer shirt, skinny jeans, and my Ugg moccassins. Mmmm furrrrry shoes. For once I'm not wearing converse, whoa.
-I hate how everyone wears fake moccassins that just fall apart. I'm actually smart and got mine at the begining of the school year and their actually real, whoaaa. And I don't mean real fur.
-Co-ed volleyball in gym sucks, still. Although it's gotten better.
-I love wearing these sweatpants to bed.
-Socks are comfy.
-Ahh, I just remembered I get new glasses at the end of the month!
-I love getting new glasses(:
-Oh, and I also hate how everyone gets fake black rimmed glasses because they like how they look. Okay well I have no choice to wear glasses, and they can just take theirs off whenever they want.
-I have considered getting contacts, but I think I look funny and too asian without glasses
-And yes, I am half asian. But no one knows except the fact that my mom is full asian looking and my eyes are a bit smaller. Oh and when I smile, you can barely tell if my eyes are opened.
-I hate when people are all like "I LOVE ASIANS!" well, you don't(:
-Sorry if I seem a bit hatred tonight.
-It still hasn't snowed, and it's the middle of January.
-I want a Barbie band-aid, but I don't feel like getting up.
-I'm bored.
-I hope you had fun reading this.
-Go vote on the poll thing about gay marriages!

Goodnight loves<3

There is,

Nothing to talk about, at all.
Sunday is the most boring day of the week, by far.

So I'll just sit here, listening to John Mayer and read a Seventeen magazine.

Buddhism,

As this year is racing through, I am desperate to bring buddhism back into the family.
My mother's side of the family is mongolian, and buddhist.
My grandmother moved here from a far away country, had four children, three husbands who are all dead, no money, nothing when she came.
Government sent all the children to chrsitain boarding schools, with nuns, etc.
This ended the buddhism cycle in my family.

My brother started learning buddhism last year, as I am this year.

Tonight I learned what I want to do with my life cycles as a Buddhist.
I want to reach the Buddha within one to two years.
Find out if I have lived a previous life, if so, become a good buddhist and start my Noble Eightfold Path.
This requires a lot of work.
Yet, it all starts with connecting with the Buddha.

I think it will be really cool to see that I have lived a previous life, and that it turned out good and that is why I am a human now.

Once the Noble Eightfold Path is complete, I wish to become a God.
Good karma-Rebirth into another human.
Bad karma-No rebirth at all, demon, ghost, spirit in hell, or animal.

Once again,

school starts tomorrow.
I am kind of glad about this, yet depressed about it.
It will be nice to be with my friends and having a schedule to run on instead of sleeping until I wake up and not doing anything all day.

Actually, I am proud of this winter break.
I did many things with many friends and had a good time.
How was your break? Let me know.

Btw;Read my blog before this one.

The more I think,

the more I get quiet.

I want to be the person where another person needs to discover me.

I'm afraid of being let down and broken.

I want a new start, to be that new weird girl in school.

Not the one where everyone else knows who I am, in a bad way of course.

I go down the halls hearing "Hey Natalie" or "Hey chinese hoe" or "Chink"

I'm not asking for deathly stares, but just friends who will always be there.

One of my close friends, Natalie, is moving at the end of this year.

I've told her so much, but what will happen when she's gone?

Everyday at lunch, I sit with Erin and Kacey.
Why don't I have enough nerve to move and try somewhere else to sit?

Start new conversations instead of talking about others.

I'm tired of all the "Did you hear about....." and the "I don't like her hair.........."

Let's talk about our lives.

Yes, it may be boring, but it's a way to start getting a better, more exciting life.

As I was walking down the street to meet up with my friend, I noticed "Peace" and "Let's end war" bumper stickers on some cars.

This made me think.

Why is the country in war?

When friends are in a fight, they don't punch each other until one is dead,

Instead they talk things out about what happened and say sorry.

Move on with their lives.

In this country, Bush sends soldiers to other countries to kill them hoping to start a new government there this way.

How does that work?

Compare this to the fights I see everyday in the hallway.

I would much rather have a serious conversation with someone instead of bloody noses and broken bones.

Why doesn't anyone else seem to see this?

Next topic, Gay rights.

I am not bi-sexual or gay, but I believe these people deserve rights.

Why do states ban gay marriages?

I believe people are born this way, and they can't help themselves.

This doesn't mean we should deny them rights.

How would you like it if all people who are not white couldn't go certain places on certain days.

Technically, this is like slavery with everyone except for whites.

Straights vs. Homosexuals.

How unfair?

If we can marry the opposite sex with no problem, they can marry who they would life with no problem.

I am oh so proud of Barack Obama.

Before I,

Leave my house to see my friend which I haven't seen in a long time, I decided to write a few things down.

-Don't live your life to the max.

You'll only end up stressing over everything and not having a relaxful life.

-Don't try to be everyone's friend.

People are different for different reasons.

Why add more stress to your life if you don't need it?

-Don't tell the whole world your problems.

Nothing good will come out of it except people talking shit behind your back.

-Don't do sports if you think it's "cool" or will get you more friends.

Do them because you love them.

Join clubs instead and meet new interesting people within them.

Just because I say this, does not mean I do this.

I live my life the way I want to.

I have a best friend, but I don't go to everyone saying MY BEST FRIEND........etcetc.

Heres just the thoughts I think when I walk through the halls of my high school.

It's a new day,

And a new start, so why not go see some friends I haven't seen in awhile?
Good idea.

As I was scrolling through,

My old blogs, I noticed I posted one about my school schedule on the first week of school and how everything went.

So I'm going to update you on school.

First period;

The worst, longest, boringest, deathliest class of the day.

If i were to kill anyone around me, no one would care or take notice.

Second period;

We spend half the class listening to Mr.Lund talk, therefore I spend half of that time sleeping or talking to Ayron, Tucker, and Felipe from across the room.

Third period;

Probaly the best class of the day.

I enjoy government easily.

We get to talk to Byrnes and not get in trouble, I've learned to enjoy sitting with Keith.

Fourth period;

I'm pretty sure my gym teacher is deathly afraid of my class, so we get to do whatever we want pretty much.

I've met a bunch of new people in that class that I would have never talked to otherwise.

School has given me many options for my young, breathless life.

Many roads are opening up for me, day by day.

Tell me why,

I get the most random desires to be a quiet, yet interesting little girl?

I feel like I should hold all of my thoughts inside me, and wait until one lucky person comes along and unlocks me to them only.

Saturday night, January 3rd

Wow, I completely forgot about this blog thing.
It's been awhile.
But, I'm back(:
Winter break is over tomorrow):
Here's what I've done at some point;
-Christmas!
-Sleepover with Alyssa
-Cabin with Kelsey
-Hung out with Matthew
-Mall a few times with Alyssa
-Hung out with Natalie
-Bunch of family stuff
-Became obssessed with The Killers
-Became in love with Fight Club(the movie) especially Marla
-Talked on the phone forever with Ayron and Jordan
At the cabin, which was from Wednesday until Saturday(today), this happened;
-Made a fort with the bunk beds in my room(cabin room)
-Kelsey pushed me off the bed and I flew across the room
-Kelsey sat in a pile of mud and it looked like she shit her pants
-Make smores in the furnace in the living room
-Marshmellows caught on fire
-Kelsey pissed her pants about ten times from laughing
-I became beast at Mario Kart Racing
-Kelsey went across the stream on a log while I laughed
-Went to the outlets
-Walked around the street at night at the cabin
Today, I came home from the cabin with Kelsey.
Which was mucho fun, I must add.
Then got in a fight with Elliot.
The results of that were;
-My wet laundry all over the laundry room
-Elliot's wet laundry all over the basement
-Elliot's room destroyed
-Xbox turned off about five times
-Red rings around my wrists
-Bruises on my legs
-Lots of yelling
Such a nice family.
And finally, before break ends I am;
-Hanging out with Jill and/or Natalie on Sunday
-Hopefully finishing my HSA packet for government
-Getting enough sleep for once
I don't really have much more to right about.
Love, Natalie.