Tuesday, January 27, 2009

I really,

Hope theres no school tomorrow.
I don't plan to go to bed early tonight.

I hear the sleet on my window sill.
I drank like five green teas tonight.
I looked up from my phone, then looked at it and there were five messages, whatthefuck.
I'm starting to love my phone(:
I forgot to feed my rabbit the past few days...My parents thought I was feeding it, so they didn't and I thought they were feeding it, so I didn't.
I shoveled snow today.
I'm wearing hot pink leggings.
My hair is a mess.
I should reclean my room, I just cleaned it yesturday and it's already a mess.
I don't like anyone, that's a first. I am not a whore.

10 minutes later....

I'm on the phone with Luke

20 minutes later....

I'm not on the phone anymore.
I'm not tired.
I'm bored.
Theres no one to text.

I realized, I don't like anyone.
I talked to my ex today and he said "Wow, I'm surprised no one scooped you up after we ended"
Is that supposed to be an insult?
Yeah, Steven* and Tom* like me now, but I don't like them back.
Asdfghjkl, boys are confusing.
Life is so much easier, yet so much more difficult when you have a boyfriend.

High school.
Is simply amazing at first.
All the new people in the hallways.
All the new chances and opportunities you have.
But now it's boring.
I still love it much, much more than middle school.
It's nice not knowing every single person in the grade.
And you aren't limited to your grade's supply of boys.
It really doesn't matter what grade the boy you like is in.
Well, a freshmen and senior is a little crazy, but you get my point.

New semester, tomorrow or whenever we have school again.
I'm kind of nervous, but I really want to meet new people.
All my friends are in my biology class, so that's good.
Luke is in my lunch and English honors class.
Tyler is in my algebra class.
Kelsey is in my art class, were not close though.
MattieKay is in my lunch(and biology) so thats good.
I'm still nervous, new rooms, new teachers, new friends, new students.

I think I'm finally hanging out with Jill, if we have a snow day.
It's been foreverrr.
And we keep planning times to hang out, but we never can.
Since she does middle school basketball(she's in eighth grade) and I'm busy on Fridays usually with crew.
Which I'm not going to again this week, oh well.

Well,
Goodnight(:
Hopefully no school tomorroww.

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